It’s all good baby…..
by Stacey on Jun.28, 2011, under Thoughts and Feelings
So, as you know, the issues has started again, but that’s ok. As long as I know you are watching over what is going on, that is all that matters. People can do things that they want to try and hurt other people, but the only person that it is hurting is you, or rather, your memory. I created something beautiful that was for everyone to see and because someone has so much guilt in their heart because of what happened to you, they made false statements and had it removed. It really is ok, because I will continue to post it since I own the video and its contents and no one can do anything about the things that I post on this website. I can do or say anything I want to. I can post pictures that I want to because they belong to me. Posession is 9/10ths of the law.
I do think that it’s sad that people will not allow other people who loved you so very much to mourn you and just try to move on with our lives. We are struggling, don’t get me wrong, but we are living each day the way that you would have wanted us to. We wake up in the morning, go through our day and go to bed at night. I know that you would not want for us to be sad or hateful or hurtful, so that is why I have chosen to take the high road. I cannot and will not allow anyone to be a hinderance to me and to the welfare of my children. It is bad enough that I already lost one child because of others neglect…..I refuse to allow them to take me away from your sisters. That happened once, but will never happen again.
No worries here honey. Everything is going to be ok. Continue to watch over us and let us know that you are with us. Sister, Gram and I are planning a special trip for your birthday this weekend. It’s the trip that you and sissy were going to take when you were going to come out this year. We will be thinking of you and will have you with us always!
We love you very much, and knowing that you are here with us makes everything ok.
October 23rd, 2011 on 4:29 pm
Your daughter was absolutely beautiful. It was wrong for her to be torn from your arms as a baby. I know you may still have to interact with the crazy one, but I can feel your pain. I think some people get off on the stress they create, and some people are very good at it. For your own sanity stop giving her power. Who gives a shit what she says? You know the truth. That is all you need. She deliberately stabs you using her website as a weapon. She knows how to push your buttons. Don’t give her the power. She thrives on the stress. YOUR STRESS. You need to get a sanity break, and following a “nut” around and worrying about what she is saying and doing is not the way. Protect yourself. I didn’t know your daughter, or your situation. I saw your daughter’s headstone. The young age with the dates bothered me very much, so I researched her name online and found your site. I wish I would have known her. I would have like to have heard her laugh. You will see her again, but there will always be that hole in your heart. But don’t let the troll destroy your health, and keep you drained. Enjoy your remaining children, and keep Brittany’s memory alive with them. I wish I could do more to help. You need a soothing balm for your wounds. But any tiny amount of healing you may gain, the “nut” rips of the scab and reopens your wound. I wish you the best. You will see her again. Life is short. It will seem a long time to see her again, but to her the time is going to fly. She is safe. She is in no pain. They can’t hurt her anymore. But they can hurt you. Please protect yourself. God bless you and yours.
October 23rd, 2011 on 5:16 pm
I cannot thank you enough for this message. I have been struggling with my feelings and for someone that does not know me to send me such a loving message is amazing! I appreciate your kind words. I have not yet seen my baby’s headstone. I am not sure if I want to see it. I can only imagine what they put on it! I have been so lost for the past 14 months.
Thank you for reaching out to me and for your kind words. They will not be forgotten.